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Ok so me, 18F have been dealing with the abuse from my mom for a VERY long time. About 8 months ago, I had a very violent mental breakdown due to built up emotions and the abuse I went through. I started breaking my own things (trust me, I regretted it), I wasn't thinking clearly and I went completely mute. My mother wasn't at home that day because she went pageant dress shopping with my aunt, so my sister and my stepdad were there, my stepdad heard the stuff I was breaking and barged into my room. He started yelling at me and called me names. My older adult sister came down stairs, and instead of helping me, she antagonize me and called me the R slur (because I'm autistic). I got into a violent fight with her because of what she said, and my stepdad pulled me off of her, next thing I know, my sister's yelling at my stepdad, telling him to hit me. He slapped me exactly 3 times with the hand that had his wedding ring, After that I had a horribly bruised black eye and could not stop crying. After that, I attempted to unalive myself, but then my stepdad came into my room with my mom on the phone, holding 🍃 in his hand and he told me to "go smoke and forget". Finally, my mom came home, but she didn't yell at my stepdad. Instead, she decided to bring my aunt into it and my aunt told me that I was insane and belonged in a mental hospital. I cried and sobbed the whole entire night and couldn't stop until I finally fell asleep. My mom never held my stepdad accountable whenever he'd hit me and leave marks, my mom always blames me for everything and she always makes everything about herself. There has also been multiple times where she'd hit me, she has lied and manipulated me, she has slut shamed me, she has fat shamed me and she would pick fights with me all the time and never stopped yelling. She would steal my things and if she saw something she didn't like, she'd take it and throw it away. I will say, I am mentally well now, I do not have mental breakdowns like that anymore and I've gotten therapy for the traumatic experiences I've been through. She still tries to talk to me from a random phone number (because I blocked her on everything), she hasn't even given me a sincere apology, she still insists on being right. So, am I the asshole for not wanting any contact from my mom? ... read more

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Rekdn870

Like honestly my best advice to you is call the police on your stepdad and mother, and try to get a apartment or house sonewhere else.

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