Is it crazy that I wanna have my own personal slut 😫

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(all fake names) before I start you might think this is stupid everyone in this story is a teen so h ormones but let's begin. My (15F) best friend Darrel (14M) recently started dating my my arch enemy Sasha (16F) I hardly can tolerate Sasha and hate her so much. She's rude and mean to EVERYONE and gets whatever she wants whenever she wants. Simply because she "struggles" with depression $ui€idal and is slightly autistic. Her parents sued our school and now they give her unfair special care. Myself and my first boyfriend Clarence (15M) struggle with suicide. In fact the only reason we are alive is because we have eachother. We are thankful for eachother every single day. My friend Darrel who I meantioned earlier struggles with ADHD and Autism. We as a group are familiar with these mental disorders and welcomed her into our friend group. After we welcomed her she made fun of us at lunch for taking medications to help with these disorders. Yes you heard me right made fun of us for taking medications that she would've had too if she was telling the truth. I pieced together what happened and how she was lying to us. "Your lying Sasha! You would have these meds too if you were who you say you were." "No I'm not lying Alexa! (Me) why would I lie aboutmy disorders?" "Attention" She was speachless and just stared at me blankly. I finished my food so I put my bag in my locker and came back to the lunch table. No one saw me but I was them. I saw Clarence apologize for me to Sasha. And Sasha carresed his hand I FLIPPED OUT. Clarence pulled his hand away said "You know I have a girlfriend. You know I love her. I love Alexa." Sasha responded with" oh I know. I was trying to comfort you that's all" Darrel was there I know he'd tell me if anything happens. I have been friends with him since kindergarten. So in anger and a bit of sence and security knowing 1)Clarence wouldn't cheat 2) Darrel would tell me what happens I went off again I couldn't watch. I was gone for 40 minutes before classes started again. Sasha and Clarence were talking the whole time I came back a few times to see what they were talking about. It was friendly for the most part. Sasha and Clarence became quick friends. Almost like they'd been friends for years, like me and Darrel. It was a little weird but I KNOW Clarence wouldnt do anything. Plus Sasha is taken by Darrel remember? So after that I talk to Sasha alone and she admits that she's lying! I IMMEDIATELY went to Clarence and talked to him about it. He believed me but wanted proof to make sure because he doesn't want to ruin a friendship with Sasha. So I went to Darrel, he didn't believe me. (that's his girlfriend though so I'm not mad) I know that Sasha will never say that again so I have no chance of recording it. After a few weeks I made Clarence choose: me or Sasha. He chose me then I got word immediately after that Darrel and Sasha Broke up. So then we of course did the reasonable thing and pull out condoms. (LMAOOOOOO Listen we are 15 like horny teens let us exist) after that when we went to school Sasha wa wearing the most STUNNING red dress like EVEN I wanted to hit at that moment. I hate Sasha BUT DAMN. Anyway I remind Clarence that he can change his choice whenever he wishes but can't change it back. Darrel got closer and closer to me emotionally. Kinda creepy to the point where I was uncomfortable. Clarence asked me to choose between him and my best friend. I refused although he seemed closer it might've been simply for comfort. Clarence won't let it go and he's the best thing that's ever happened to me (he the reason I live remember?) I feel like an AH for not being there for my friend and giving the impression I'm cheating on my Boyfriend. I don't want him to leave me and I love him. I know we are young but it's love. So AITA for not getting rid of my guy best after I made my bf get rid of his girl Bsf? This post is officially 3955 characters long. ... read more

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SerenePot

As someone who's way older and has suffered with same thing you have to realize in life it's not always black and white and some decisions are difficult to make friends come and go and likely so do relationships the person who you are with now isn't likely who you'll end up with and sometimes that's okay and sometimes friends drift apart naturally with age but don't be discouraged because when you finish one chapter of a book the next chapter starts and although you may feel now that you are living specifically for loving this person you need to realize that person you are living for isn't him it's you ...you make your decisions you build your future and you can choose to grow and better yourself to be the amazing successful person you are meant to be ❤️ keep your head up kiddo and don't listen to the bullshit if people don't deserve you don't offer them the kindness of being there actions speak louder than words

524d ago Reply

MashedLever

They were bestfriends even though he knew you hated her? Red flag right there bit I understand both sides. You need to come up with a middle point (can't think of the word 😡). You've been friends with the guy bsf for years so it's a little different from the friendship he had with her. Sit down with him and your guy bsf and talk abt it. Talk to them separately tho.

524d ago Reply

BigDaemo

It's you're. And didn't ask. And I ain't readin allat.

524d ago Reply