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Since I was little I've always wanted to have a normal looking happy family, both of my parents are drug addiction who gave me up at birth to my nonnie and her fiance. My nonnie is amazing and I love her but her fiance always made sexual comments towards me and whenever I would get sick and go to sleep with my nonnie he would tell me when I woke up how he rubbed my 🍒 to see if I was actually asleep. As I got older I stayed away from him and we argued more even getting physical, my nonnie always took his side no matter if he hit me or what he did. Long story short be died and my nonnie had a mental breakdown making her lock me out of the house until I called my uncle and he took her to the hospital. After that I now stay with my uncle and aunt along with their 4 kids ( boy 3,girl 1, boy 17 ). They have a fairly big house but when I mov3d in there wasn't a room for me so I had to and still do sleep on the couch where I have no privacy and always have people around me. My cousin the oldest who is 17, said me a couple of years ago when I was 11 and he was 14. I've lived with them for almost a year now and I still don't feel like this is my home, I sleep on the couch and am rarely included In family activities. They do small things like going out as a family without me, going to eat without me, all that. It bothers me but I usually brush it off considering I am infact not one of their kids. Yesterday we had dinner and I noticed how I sat at one end of the table and they all sat away from me, no big deal I just left ir alone until today my uncle had told me that I would make sphagetti and we would have it today, so I made sphagetti and waited for them to get home until I find out they called my cousin and told him to come to the resteraunt they were at to eat and did not call me. I may be overreacting but idk, are they leaving me out or am I overreacting? ... read more

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IM_A_UNICORN

Damn. You need some heavy alcohol

447d ago Reply

CraftyTern

As someone with a normal looking family, it's not always as nice as it sounds. That being said, from what you've shared, you are not being, and have not been, treated well by anyone You've lived with up to this point. I would try not to take it too personally, and move out as soon as you are able. Possibly look into becoming legally emancipated if you feel like it would be more beneficial for you to be living on your own. If you can't have a "normal" happy family right now, work towards making one for yourself, the family you choose is often better then the one you're born into. Besides, there is no such thing as a "normal" family anyway, because the American average has been 2.5 kids, and I don't know anyone who's half a person.

449d ago Reply

SolePal

This is awful!

435d ago Reply

HornPub2.0

The best solution and I think option for yourself is to just do you. Fuck everyone else. Focus on yourself girl. Grow into a better person that they'll ever be. BE the better person in that bloodline.

434d ago Reply

Leefrooog

I'm not reading all that lol 😆

447d ago Reply